I’ll give you a peak into how personal growth works for me with synchronicity from the Universal Creator and my Team of Light to support my growth process. This is what happened yesterday evening.
Receiving a message
Someone in my network sent me a message about having found a root cause which contained a fear of judgment of others. I replied that when she could connect with what she’s judging in herself, she would be at the deepest level to transform it. I also thought EFT Tapping might help her and I found this video to stop judging yourself: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qssbaUilYio.
I try out things myself too and always reflect messages on my path to myself. I wondered if I still had judgments towards myself and the answer was yes. This EFT Tapping video starts with the question to think about 1 event where you judge yourself about. I noticed I immediately got emotional and it was a deep emotion. I was onto something! I tapped along with the whole video and felt lighter and calmer.
A session with my sister
Then I had a call with my sister overseas in which we would do a session for her. I had prepared, got some info for her, and I had figured out that in my mum’s side of the family was a deep blocking belief ‘I don’t matter’ which went more than 40 generations back. We released that for the whole bloodline including the generation forward.
We talked further about what was still in the way to fully believe now that she does matter. What came up? Self-judgment! Talking about synchronicity… So cool. I love how this all comes together totally in the flow. We worked on releasing this and after the call, I decided to work a bit more on myself.
A session with myself
I still noticed I had something in me of judging myself. I started to write down on paper what I judged myself for and it became a little list. I like writing and can also do automatic writing, and suddenly I wrote down ‘not letting go of my past; my husband’s death.’ I felt an internal click. I was onto something again!
I started vigorously Tapping on myself again, repeatedly saying out loud this specific sentence. With my third eye chakra (I had my eyes closed) I started to see a silhouette coming out of my body. It had lots of dark and light grey around it, that slowly disappeared. What was underneath that grey layer, was a complete red silhouette. I knew it was a part of me that represented all the hurt, pain, and trauma from my past, especially round my husband’s death which next month will be ten years ago.
I chose consciously to free and liberate myself from my past, everything that happened with him, other relationships (romantic, friends, work), financial and psychic challenges and struggles, drama, operations I’ve had and other health issues, unforgiveness, and negativity. The red silhouette flew up into the light.
I got a big insight that with my husband’s death I had created a form of self-punishment that had brought me a lot of health, financial and expanding my business struggles the last ten years. I felt I had carried all this long enough and I had struggled long enough. It was time to set myself and all people involved, free. I forgave everyone and myself for what they and I had done, not done, and should have done. I saw a lot of dark colours of energy being released and disappear into the light.
Reclaiming my birthright
I reclaimed my birthright for prosperity, abundance, love, joy, and success.
After this, I just sat in awe about what I had seen being released into the light and what had just happened. Just from the message from my network contact, into the session with my sister, and then working on myself with the result of finally setting myself free from my past, was absolutely an amazing experience. I felt deep gratitude. I felt light, an inner peace and ready for the new phase in my life. Here I AM, the new me.
Facebook Live Q&A 9th June
This Monday, 9th June, at 7 pm I’ll have a Live Q&A on Facebook on my business page Astrid Boot Healer (https://www.facebook.com/AstridBootHealer) where you can ask questions about your personal growth and self-help tools. I’m looking forward to hearing your questions about what you’re experiencing with Your personal growth and hope my story above has given you some insights how you can use messages on your path to work on yourself and let go.
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